In The Hands Of The Beholder A Future Book Release All Rights Reserved

(Excerpts from In The Hands Of The Beholder A Real Life Experience Testament Of My Near Death Encounter (NDE) And Out of Body (OBE) As A Toddler The year 1952

(A future book release, all rights reserved) title, book cover design, excerpts by Michael Hoard

A Book of Inspiration, comfort, understanding, memoirs throughout seven decades in January 2022 fulfilling my destiny connecting dots to the circle of life in this great cosmos we call the universe. This Second, Minute, Hour, Week, Month, Year, Decade, My Life In Two Half Century's And A New Millennium And Until My Demise Once Again Beyond My Physical Body.

(excerpt from "In The Hands Of The Beholder". I speak of dots, no reference to dot net, or dot com but the evidence of my scar I call my dot. The near death experience "I call a frequency beyond reality and the return to the physical body. It is the exact micro moment, instance, which is the reality of the occurrence and the remembrance of a euphoric dimension you exist within the frequency".. (The Ascension)



(Excerpts)

Creation is the frequency which we evolve, live and die. In some instances both creation, life and death occurs in the beginning. Unfortunate sooner than expected and others live within time allotted a lifetime. To make it easier or more understanding do not question why an infliction or death occurs but understand and keep the memory of the life alive, accept and embrace both life and death they are relative. Instinctively at one point we do prepare and accept in our own individual way. We all experience the duration of trauma, pain, inflictions, burdens, grief, fears and sorrow of death, yet time allows us to find solace. We let go of what needs to be gone and move along for some in an instance others a lifetime. Accept and embrace both it is what it is and that is the cycle and frequency of life itself. (Time Lapse)

I was in the process of near death as a young toddler and my tiny hand, my palm was nearly severed off it was just dangling, viewing the events through my eyes and from above observing out of my physical body. I could not speak to my mother my brain was undeveloped nor did I remember crying or feel pain., I was just a toddler I never asked my parents as I grew older, why my hand have a large bubble I already new of the encounter.

All throughout my toddler life, adolescence and adult life, I always had a reoccurring dream. The repetitious dream of that day ceased now my inner voice, now in retrospect, thoughts of purpose and guidance. The dream was always in exact sequence of events of that day without deviations of my near death experience I had as a toddler. Many people have the same or a similar dream many times, over either a short period of time or their lifetime. Recurring dreams usually mean there is something in your life you've not acknowledged that is causing a mental conflict of interest. The dream repeats because you have not fully identified the connection or association, by connecting the real life event along with the reoccurring dream and affirmation . I understood the entire meaning of self interpretation . (Confirmation)

My mother found me at the bottom of the stairs to the side entrance to the house. I managed to wobble out the back door and down the stairs and found myself alone in the back yard. It was a bright sunny day, the wind rustling in the leaves and I kept turning around as if something was chasing me and pulling me upwards then I was no longer with my body, I was viewing everything but from above within the frequency, a dimension. I saw myself wobble to the side of the yard find the side stairs and started to proceed to the top. At the moment I saw myself tumble and fall and crash into the glass milk bottles which were at the bottom of the landing. At that very moment I witnessed myself lying in my pool of blood gushing from my severed hand, my diaper and body covered in blood. (In Plain Sight)

Lying at the bottom of the landing I could hear my mother calling out to me from within the house and saw the expression on her face as she opened the side door and saw me lying at the bottom of the landing, She was screaming and nearly lost her balance in panic running down the steps and swooped me up. I watched as she took me into her arms, how bravely she took my tangling palm and pressed it back to my hand. She then ran back up the stairs and into the house into as she placed me in the kitchen sink praying out loud. She then washed all the blood from my body and wrapped a kitchen towel applying pressure. We had no family car, she dashed out the house screaming for help and managed to get to the neighbors house across the street who was a doctor. (The Physician)

The neighbor doctor temporary sewed my palm back to my hand with a sewing needle and thread, until I was rushed to the hospital. A temporary mend to stop the blood flow. The near death encounter and assistance from my mother and neighbor I was chosen to continue to live in this magnificent world and cosmos by means of manual assistance. Both the neighbor and my mother got into his car, my mother rode in the back seat and I was on her lap. Upon riding in the back seat looking up at my mother my life was earth bound once again. The perspective of viewing the events had changed, I had returned to my body the living. While looking up to my mother from her lap her tears dropped upon my face. (I am Alive)

An out of body encounter has no age preference, some fortunate to return to share or spend their entire life understanding and connect the dots and events such as myself, the manual assistance which is also given in a hospital when someone is pronounced dead flat line, no brain activity and the fortunate return to the living they are witness to their deaths return and speak of it as well. (Listen). I never had a need to pick up books about near death experiences yet saw an occasional interviews from time to time of others experience. (I Understood)

Over the years I did have a re-occurring dream of my out of body experience. It did help to further understand was it fate or was there a divine intervention. In retrospect over the years identified the event as a divine experience yet I did not witness a white light or journey thru a tunnel nor did I speak to God or God himself speak to me. I would not have known who God was my brain was only a toddler's brain. Dreams are the manifestations of our subconscious thoughts or events which manifest dreams in the first place. (The Dream)

Existence in this great cosmos has always intrigued myself, mankind and the scientific community. No one should disclaim an out of body experience they are real events which I experienced and the many select from around the world who return from the frequency. Scientific research continues to define the occurrence. Each and everyone's experience is different but share the similarity yet upon return to the living world and speak of the memory in detail, their experiences. Many have just the memory of the experience, is that alone prof? I have not only the memory but physical reminder my dot, such as others who have a physical scar evidence their memory of the event proof confirmation the event occurred. (The Scar)

Many perhaps not everyone may have at one point ask the question of all questions? Why? Why are we here? What exactly is the purpose? Does everyone ask or think this at one point or another throughout their lives? I was baptized Catholic and remember my confirmation as if it occurred just today. Surely you have come to your own conclusion, understanding, beliefs, or was it the definitive suggestive explanation and confirmation by others? (Listen.)

I am a living testament along with my physical scar, imagine my dot on a toddlers hand, it was my entire palm severed away, dangling, it had always been a physical reminder of my very own Near Death Encounter and purpose . "man has always been living testaments of one another the past, present and future, human species constantly evolving " (Existence)

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